Ghosttrain,
Please be so kind to not let all the blablahblah win. Many say the power of words are massive. Me, I beg to differ. To hell with all the words and postings - if I want to finish my project I finish it. That said... I have also been mad a few times, pulled back my projects, and ignored forums for years, sulking.
I learnt from all that never to give up and push out for all to see my scenery regardless. In time all the nasty critters will love you.